...who's as perfect as possible.
He's polite, well educated, you know - a good guy.
Not an addict, not alcoholic, doesn't even smoke.
He does sports, goes to the gym and eats healthy diet.
He likes me. He makes me laugh and he might be the cutest ever when he laughs.
Still there is some things that don't fit into the puzzle.
I don't know why, but I just can't trust him. I don't mean I couldn't trust men. There's just something about him, that bothers me. I have no clue what it is, but it's something. I think he's just too perfect. Maybe I'm just too suspicious. But there must be something wrong. And I know there is, and it digs me that I don't know what it is.
I know I'm making something up on purpose, but I just need to get something. 'Cause no one is perfect, huh?
What if it's something huge, that's going to bother me when it comes up? Wouldn't it be easier if it showed up now before anything is even about to happen?
BUT
what if there's nothing? Shouldn't I be able to trust him right now, and just go with the flow? Enjoy?
You have no clue how much I would love to just but my sense into the back of my mind and trust my feelings. But on the other hand, it's the feeling that says there's something wrong. But only my sense tells me to be careful.
He's not bad. He's very decent and adorable. Am I running out of my mind when I'm really searching the things that suck? I don't know.
And by the way.. because of my work I have to see that guy everyday.
He's polite, well educated, you know - a good guy.
Not an addict, not alcoholic, doesn't even smoke.
He does sports, goes to the gym and eats healthy diet.
He likes me. He makes me laugh and he might be the cutest ever when he laughs.
Still there is some things that don't fit into the puzzle.
I don't know why, but I just can't trust him. I don't mean I couldn't trust men. There's just something about him, that bothers me. I have no clue what it is, but it's something. I think he's just too perfect. Maybe I'm just too suspicious. But there must be something wrong. And I know there is, and it digs me that I don't know what it is.
I know I'm making something up on purpose, but I just need to get something. 'Cause no one is perfect, huh?
What if it's something huge, that's going to bother me when it comes up? Wouldn't it be easier if it showed up now before anything is even about to happen?
BUT
what if there's nothing? Shouldn't I be able to trust him right now, and just go with the flow? Enjoy?
You have no clue how much I would love to just but my sense into the back of my mind and trust my feelings. But on the other hand, it's the feeling that says there's something wrong. But only my sense tells me to be careful.
He's not bad. He's very decent and adorable. Am I running out of my mind when I'm really searching the things that suck? I don't know.
And by the way.. because of my work I have to see that guy everyday.
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